May 27th- Spent most of the day talking on the phone with Publicists, Public Relation people and Publishing houses. Neat guy coming on my show about playing cards and destiny. Did you know that the 52 cards in a deck were based on the 52 weeks of the year, and that each card stands for something? Everyone has a destiny card check it out www.7thunders.com  He'll be on June 23rd and you can call in to ask him what your card means - they call him Mr. Destiny and he has his own show on www.bbsradio.com on Mondays at 10pm EST. Big thunderstorm here today- major lightning, and had to get off the phone a couple of times. Watched the lost episodes of The Real Housewives of NYC tonight and it was shocking with Romona. Romona and Jill got into it, great tv, love them.  Don't know if I like them better than the Real Houswives of Orange County though- miss them- hope they come back on soon.  

June 1st- Half a year gone already. Dealing with working at a furious pace and getting so tired I just want to pass out. Was late to work this morning, overslept. Turned the alarm off, and thought I would just sleep for another five minutes -sure- woke up a half hour late. I like to work and feel productive but lately it is non stop what is going on? I am burning out- fall into bed- catching up to me. I am trying to live in the moment too, and experience the present but find it hard as I live my life with such plans- plans for the future so maybe I will live in the present but strive for the future! As an astrologer it is almost impossible not to look into the future anyway. 

June 2nd- I had so much to say on my show tonight. I wrote a script a mile long but one of the confirmed guests did not show which threw off my timing ( I am a professsional, right, this is not supposed to bother me) and Richie kept interrupting me so I just said forget the script. It didn't feel natural anyway. I am much better being spontaneous with an outline of where I want to go with what I want to say. I am comparing myself to too many people on the radio and trying to be someone I am not, so, it was a lesson in true humility tonight- just be yourself. That is the difference between confidence and lack of self confidence. JUST BE YOURSELF.

June 9th- I felt good about going to the studio tonight. I wasn't nervous. Fuuny thing about me I have this weird sense- if I am really nervous about something it always turns out good, but when I am not something always happens and it turns out bad. Stupid superstition but it lingers with me and makes me anxious ( I guess I just like feeling nervous) when I am not nervous, but have to say it all went well. I had a packed show, three guests coming on, at specific times. One guest didn't show and one guest called in five minutes before the end of the show but still it worked out okay. I told Richie to wait till I finished speaking so the people could hear what I had to say and I think  Richie took offense as he seemed upset when he was leaving the studio. I hope not. I am sure he will tell me if he was as we have known each other a long time. They found my old intro music so that was exciting to hear my old music and have it played - brought back many memories. One of my listeners from my old show called tonight and she told me it was great to hear me back on the radio.- really nice!! Talked to Frank for a long time- he is much more than he seems.

 June 19th- Well I've been in bed for three days with a fever and a nasty sinus chest cold. It starts out as a sore throat and then tricks you cause it goes away and then comes back worse than before. Fever over 102, chills the whole nine yards, but I am better now. I kept up with everything on my computer that is why the internet is such a wonderful tool, I was home in bed working it. Even Real Estate questions were answered promptly. The show on Monday was difficult ,the phone lines were messed up, and I had two guests calling repeatedly but to no avail they had to call my cell for me to find that out. They are both prominent authors so I was embarrassed and could hardly talk or think for that matter. Don't go to work if you are sick, stay home but then again I have that Irish hard headed blood that runs in my veins- you work no matter what- you show up- isn't that what Woody Allen said that success is just showing up...